I want to be able to plan the wedding of my dreams not my mother's or grandmother's. but I'm sure that as soon as i tell them I'm getting married(which is not right now, these are just thoughts) that they will do what they think is what i want but totally isn't. like i told my mother i wanted an outdoor wedding so she thinks i want the beach. but in all honesty i want trees not sand. and i know it sounds weird but i want rain on my wedding day:) i love it. but i probably won't get that because every single one of my female family members will complain and i just don't want to hear it:( but i can't plan my wedding until i get engaged which won't happen anytime soon because he's just not ready. and i know it but it won't keep my girly brain from being dumb and thinking dumb things like weddings and babies and everything else that comes with marriage.
on an unrelated note i LOVE Taylor Swift's music:) it makes me happy.
i want to do something unpredictable. i want a date night that doesn't consist of a movie and dinner then coming home to play on separate computers doing totally unrelated stuff. i want something romantic and surprising. i want to think about my dates the next day and smile the biggest smile possible. but now i must shower so i can go to work. peace out.
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