i need a little more faith. in myself, my boyfriend, my family and friends. i want the type of faith that Emily has. she says she just puts it in God's hand and then she stops worrying. i want that, no i NEED that! i want to believe the best of people and i want to believe that my future is not going to just fall flat. i want to be able to just ask God to take my problems and KNOW that He has them and i will make it thru. But i can't and it drives me insane.
I hate not being able to talk to my boyfriend about the future cuz he just shuts down. anything serious and all i get is meh or i dunno. i hate these answers but i can't thru to him. but i'm done. going to go to something else. peace out
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