my second public blog

i constantly wonder if everytime you are around him or think of him if it pisses you off or hurts your feelings. because i'm constantly reminded of her and i don't see her as often as you see him but it just takes me back to last year and i feel like i did then. i wish with every piece of my being that i could just forget about that time but i can't. it's stupid just little things like the comments and picture comments she and her friends have left you on myspace that you have yet to delete hurt. and mine was way worse of a fuckup then yours but it seems like yours will be fuck with me for a lot longer than mine will you. i mean you go and hang out with him and talk with him about us yet i know if i got close enough to talk to her i would beat her face into a bloody pulp and love every second of it. maybe it's because he asked for forgiveness or maybe it's just cause he wasn't a disrespectful little cunt. i don't know and maybe i never will i just needed to get this off my chest.