hi

so i wanted to write but now I don't know what I wanted to talk about... hmm.
I finally told my dad i wasn't gong back to college because it bores me and stuff. he was disappointed but I just sit in class(when i do go) and daydream. I really wish I could change it but I can't. but soon I will go back just not yet. Plus I don't even know what I want to do when I grow up. I kinda wanted to be a lawyer but then I want to teach little kids. I honestly have no idea what I want to do with my life:( I'll figure it out one day.
I've started to reread Twilight again. I don't know why just felt the urge. But I love this book. It is my favorite of the series.
I need a hair straightner. mainly because I feel like I should start acting a little more girly. weird I know i will still stay away from the makeup because I really don't like that stuff. maybe possible buy a few more skirts and dresses. plus a pair of heels or 2.
Chris is the love of my life. just thought that should be said. I love him a lot. I do get upset by the fact that he won't let me do some stuff like his laundry, and cooking. He makes me feel like he doesn't think I can do anything for myself. which i totally can. I mean I'm 20 years old and perfectly capable of taking care of myself. but whatever I'm going to go try to find something else to do cuz I don't know what to talk about.
Peace